VULCAN IDIOT
Joie De Vivre
Friday, August 27, 2021
My Covid Journals
Tuesday, June 15, 2021
That Time I Tested Positive for Covid19- 3rd May 2021
Hello~ It has been such a long time since I made any entry. I don't even know if I can still write in this blog. I realized as I grow older, I do not find solace in writing anymore.
However, due to recent development. My brother said I should.
Let's just cut to the chase.
Chronology of my covid19 test:-
Tue- 27th April 2021. My Boss received a phone call and suddenly closed his office door. My colleagues Ah Ho & Huey Fen went to Malacca that day. While Ah Wee was on leave. Which left Boss, Lionel & me in office. I think this is his most infectious day.
Wed- 28th April 2021. Again, only Boss, Lionel & me in office in the morning. I had lunch with Ah Ho and Ah Wee afternoon.
Thurs- 29th April 2021. Public Holiday.
Friday- 30th April 2021. Ah Wee & I was in office in the morning & had lunch together. I went to Site Meeting later in the afternoon.
Saturday- 1st May 2021. Public Holiday- Started to have sore throat. I went IKEA with SY after such a long time of no contact with her due to our fall out. She needed help in buying things to move into her new house. Spent the whole day with her. Morning till night time. We had lunch & dinner together, I even use my chopstick to pass her some chicken meat. I thought of cancelling. But I am sure our friendship will never survive if I do. She concurred.
Sunday- 2nd May 2021- Sore throat & stayed at home whole day.
Monday- 3rd May 2021- Sore throat getting worst when I woke up in the morning & realized I had body ache too when I was groaning/ whining getting up from bed to go to the toilet. Took MC & went to a clinic to get some meds & the MC Cert. I was a little annoyed when the receptionist was so curt on the registration process. I have to scan a QR code & self registered. He also asked me to put the hand sanitizer up to my elbows.
So I went in the doctor's room, told her my symptoms. She checked my blood pressure, a little high. I don't have any fever. The doctor said, "let's do Covid19 test". I said "Sure. I haven't done any before." I thought I'll just check for fun. I asked if we are doing RTK-Antigen or PCR test. She said let's do RTK first. No need to spend so much. So as I waited outside for the result, I realized the receptionist was wearing double mask. Did he always have double mask on? After a while, he told me to go in again & this time he asked me to put on the hand sanitizer attached to the wall of the doctor's room before going in.
When I went in, I saw the defeated look on the doctor's face & I kind of knew it was not good. I sat down and she told me my result was positive. I was shocked & in denial. I looked at the double line on the RTK test to be sure. It was clearly 2 lines no doubt about it. Then she said, let's do PCR test. And we did. She asked me if I had any idea where I might get it from. My mind was blank at first, until I remembered my Boss was coughing a lot recently & was not feeling too good. Emotionally, I was ok at first. Then the doctor pushed the tissue box to me. Then the tears started rolling down.
The doctor was so nice and gave me courage to accept the result & saying that I am strong. I don't have severe symptoms and that I can get through this. My oxygen level is also very good so I have nothing to worry about. She is also staying at the same place as I am (different tower) & can come visit if I needed any help. They were just words, but these were the words that I needed to hear at the moment. So worth the RM25 counselling fees.
After informing SY & my colleagues. Everyone of them went to get tested on the same day. The office closes after lunch. Luckily all my close contacts tested negative. Yes, even SY whom I just spent the whole day together on Saturday. Even all my close colleagues whom I had lunch together, who sat behind me, my Zumba buddies & my SITE team all tested negative. The infections stop with me. Unfortunately, total 4 of us tested positive in the office. But none of them were my close contacts.
The guilt and shame of telling the whole world that I was infected was so hard on me. As I had to tell everyone that I talked to. Even my apartment Management Office & the Gym that I went to. That was the hardest for me. I just mustered up the courage and told them. It was up to them on what they would do with the information. The gym was not closed at all. The apartment was sanitized. And my building management was so accommodating in helping me bring up groceries or deliveries from my cousin up to my unit. As I have to quarantined myself while waiting for KKM to call.
This is my PCR test which I was emailed to on 4-5-2021. After getting the phone call from the Clinic late evening. This was also after I started calling them and asking about it. Since my other colleagues' result was already out and mine hasn't.
Thursday, May 19, 2016
Venting out Frustration
Sunday, December 27, 2015
I got My House Key today!!
SY and my friendship has been on the rocks ever since that silent quarrel we had when instead of me going over to her place and bring her around in her area, she came to my office to have lunch and a movie later on. Maybe it was all having to do with communication problem but i was having the impression that she was suppose to reached my office right after 12.30noon. However, i waited for such a long time that my boss and colleagues kept asking me to go and have a light lunch with them rather than waiting for her alone in my office. I went along because i was hungry. So this was the start of her saying that i always ditched her for my colleagues and only look for her when i have nobody else to hang out with. She gave me the silent treatment when i tried calling her after lunch and she didn't pick up. So i just went in to the movies because she was late as well. I passed the ticket to the guy at the entrance to give it to a girl name SY. She came in after a while and it was so fucking awkward. We only talked after the movie ended. Then one day after we had not hung out for such a long time we had the long awaited argument in my car while again i drove to her place to pick her up to go to a movie near her place. I thought that i would win the arguments by saying that even though i was the one who picked her up and even already gave her a 30minutes head start to get ready, i still ended up waiting a long time outside her house for her to go to the toilet and putting on make up. But her argument was, at least she never bailed out on me. Yeah right, what about the trip to singapore? I am a patient person but i have my limit. One time i took my colleague to pick her up at her house as well and she still let us wait outside. And my colleague finally know what i have been saying all along. I don't even remember a single time where she was waiting and ready to go once i reached! I knew that someday, tardiness will be the death of this friendship. I think i was being a pushover and i think it's about time to end it as well. I found out that she was the type who hold grudges when she told me that she hated a friend of ours and haven't been in speaking terms with her even though the friend has a few times tried to reached out. So i was really careful not to offend SY and just took it like a wuss. She was even worst, she can even cancel a trip or a flight ticket to a good friends wedding after confirming everything. But she had a good reason, that her sister had dengue and her mom needed help at home. This was also one of the reason that i was not keen on going on a holiday with her whenever she suggested it because she had the tendency to cancel at the very last minute. I am not the only one who is aware about this habit of hers.
So about today, everything was ok when i went looking for her last night for a Christmas dinner because i didn't want to be alone (oh wait, it's still about last night). I told her i was going for a massage that evening for 1 hr, but i can meet up for dinner later. So we met up, i still had to wait outside for about 10min. and we went to a restaurant near her place. And then we took the train to KLCC for coffee and to get a feel of the Christmas decoration there. KLCC even with the giant Christmas tree was not as grand as Pavilion KL to be honest. During dinner i told her that she was the only friend i had in KL, but she always said that i have a lot (referring to the pictures i took of the few outings i had with my colleagues, i knew that she will feel left out when i was posting those pics and will bring it up when she can and sure enough she did) and again said that i treated her as a second choice. Maybe i did, just because my colleague is nearer proximity wise. I did asked her why am i always the one who have to go to her and never the other way around? She said the last time that happened, she was left eating lunch alone. *sigh. I am grateful that she wanted to accompany me to get my house key, she seemed very excited last night. But in my heart i knew that she will be late and i just gave her a benefit of a doubt to prove me wrong.
At the last minute, this morning actually, my cousin who i thought was not able to go with me for the key handing over texted from the next room me asking what time should we meet the developer. I was glad that she wanted to come since i knew that she had a baby to take care of and arranging for her husband to be there with us as well. The husband even had to work today. But i thought it is still not a problem since I told SY last night that she need to be at the designated spot by 9.30am for me to pick her up and go to the apartment. And my cousin said that she can asked her husband to pick her up from the house and go there together. For me to fetch SY is actually a longer way for me to go and come back to the apartment which was just 5 minutes from where i am currently staying. But i didn't mind since i was asking for a favor. By 9 am, i called her up and she said she was already up but needed to go to the toilet and will be late and might only be able to reach at 9.40am. I was starting to get nervous because i was expecting her to leave her house by 9am. Then i saw my cousin was also rushing to wake the baby up and prepare the baby stuff. So i called her again at 9.18am and she still hasn't left her house yet. I have a feeling that she will only leave at 9.30am and I was wondering even if i leave my house now at 9.18am, i still needed another 30min to reach the place where she was supposed to be waiting. And i would probably end up waiting until 10am for her to arrive and then drive like a madman to reach the apartment for the 10am appointment. Which by then i will already be 10-15min if not 30min late. I do not want to apologize for my friend being late if i can help it. Asked my colleague, i will ditched them and wait at the restaurant for them instead of waiting around. From the tone of her voice i already knew that i started a war. If it was only me that will be affected by her being late, i probably still be okay with it. I have endured it for so many times that i lost count. But this time it involved so many parties, including a baby. I really hope that she sees where i was coming from. Because all the people in my house my cousin and her husband .. Heck even the baby is punctual or earlier than necessary. In my opinion, she should have been on time and everything will be all okay. I tried reaching out to her by sending pictures of my house defects and etc. The response that i gotten from her was something like this, "Your house has nothing to do with me, no need to tell me so much". Hm.. My so called friend. * sigh
My response "Then i am sorry for wanting to be punctual". She will text again to fend for herself when the time comes. I just hope that my heart won't beat so fast from being scared. Scared of what? I don't know.
Oh well G, i guess next year's girl trip will just be minus one? She called a while back (like weeks/ months ago) suggesting all these places for our girls trip, but again i did not give an enthusiastic response. She was the one giving the ideas, but she asked me to post it in our chat group, i was not okay with this and was baffled, i mean why?. I told her to post it herself, she said ok, but she never did. I always had the feeling that i won't be enjoying myself if i went on a trip with her. Lucky that i did not went with her and her colleagues the last time they went to Japan. So much drama. Life is much too precious for these kind of dramas.
Monday, December 14, 2015
Time Of His Life
My First House
I always thought that writing was some kind of therapy for me and that i have been writing in my diary since i can remember. Maybe because all these things in my head is not meant for other human being to hear. Or i felt like the things that i am going through now is not as big of a problem compared to what others are going through.
One of my to do list this year was going back packing to an asean country. My cousin was planning to go to Mactan Island in the Philipines. Again there was the possibility of kidnappings. But i didn't care about that. And i find it so disheartening when i couldn't find any 'friend' to go with. I the plans for a solo trip to Phuket, up to the point of looking at flight fare and accommodation, travel time etc. But on the other hand, i have been putting it off myself mostly due to the current Dollar currency is at the all time high while Ringgit is falling. And then i found out that my cousin was going with the husband and another couple from our hometown, by this time i was still looking for 'kaki' when i was told not to go to islands during December month due to monsoon season. I found one but i have the feeling that the percentage of the friend going is basically 30%. Another reason was that I have my apartment renovation/ payment that i need to be thinking about. I am not so sure how i would fare with the responsibility of owning and paying for an apartment.
Which leads me to the topic of this entries. My first house.!! My cousin's husband kept trying to point out the negative of the apartment. I know he didn't mean it but that's what it felt like when he said things like, 'i don't think that place will amount to anything in the future', ' so many cars parked outside, so crowded', 'it's only been a while and i already saw a few blacks'. Well i was already thinking about all those before he pointed it out.
I need someone to accompany me for the 26th Dec walk-through program. SY says she will try to go, but she wanted to choose to either go with me or go Yoga and hang out with her Poli friends. Left me wondering with he answer. Knowing her, she is someone who hold grudges. If she were to ask me, i wouldn't say no. I think she is still trying to get me back for always ditching her for my colleagues. Oh well. I tried asking my cousin, but she didn't give me any clear answer. Maybe i wasn't asking clearly.
Side track- There is a Big Bad Wolf Sale going on, and i think today is the last day. I wanted to go but not thinking of buying any books, because of all the packing that i needed to do when i move. Furthermore, i had tons of book unread from my previous haul. I'm thinking i might be doing a lot of reading in my new house since i don't plan to install any internet connection so soon.
I have been getting some useful advice from Cousin G on house renovation. Felt so grateful and a little overwhelmed on the detailed things to consider. i have been reading about cases where the contractor left after getting paid more than the works done. I have 2 potential contractors. There is another one who already gave a detailed quotation which is double my budget and after doing some research on the company, found out that they do not have a good reputation even though they said they can produce 3D autocad drawings of the place once i appoint them.
Anyhow, i hope everything turns out well.