It's THAT time again

Time to think.

I am sitting in my office drinking cold coffee at 6.26pm. Done almost all that i can do work-wise.

Now, I confess that I am knowingly shutting the world out and putting the planning of my career on hold.
How did i do that?

By watching lots of mundane TV series, movies & reading lots of books. Anything to stop me from thinking about what my future entails. It got me so tired at night that when it's time to sleep, i am already half asleep when my head touches the musty pillow.

I need to force myself to get my own place to stay and bear all the responsibility that comes with it.
Even if it means giving up on my love for traveling. Boohoo~~.

Well, provided if any of the banks is willing to approve my home loan.
The loan installment repayment shall not exceed 1/3 of my net salary. Yeah right, if the monthly installment is 2K. There is no way of getting an approval. There won't even be any condo with RM300K price tag.

I do entertained the thought of having my mom/ family/ relatives & friends over to stay with me. And i wish that this dream will someday be possible.

UPDATE: 21-2-2013

I just signed the bank loan offer from RHB. BLR-2.4%.
Under my name.
Problem is-> the insurance does not cover in case of abandonment of project.
Meaning, i have to continue paying even though the project is abandoned.