Nightmares..~~

Today is Friday… I had my nightmare on Wednesday... it’s one of those nightmares that everytime I had it I will be trembling with fear, heart beating so fast before i was able to move again....


The first time i had this kind of dream was when i was in college.. Involving a cat Meowing....


The second time was after i just started working... Couldn't remember this one...


And the 3rd one was the most recent one.. Leading to the nightmare was.. me finding out that Gale was already married to Laotung without uttering a word to us...


The picture quickly switched to me looking for something in a wardrobe in a supposedly haunted bedroom...


When all of a sudden i was attacked by clothes from the wardrobe.. they were covering my face and tightening up around me.. i fell to the floor and tried to scream.. and it took a huge effort on my part to finally croak out:-






‘Ma….!!~~~’….


My point of the story is.. Even though i wasn't as close as i would like to with my Mom....


No matter how old i feel... after my previous birthday...


It doesn't even matter that Mom is now a small and old fragile woman...


I will still cry out for my Mama..~~!!

Rare Baby Picture of Me with Khiong

I've used this Family Pic lots of times.. i simply loved it... it's not perfect though ...minus Kang (during his wedding in church ceremony)

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This Month SUCKSS.......!!!!!

The Conclusion

Cultural Village in Taiwan (Me, Saw & Wee)-Sept '09

Tiff have concluded for me that in order for me to get someone to notice me is by changing the way i look...

' But i think i am quite OK oready...'- Abet

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'Well..Obviously the current you is NOT WORKING...' - Tiff

I can't get her words out of my head....

Hm.. Big Head Prawn..~

With Baby Xiao Hui..

Wa.. hm.. first it was my car keys... Yesterday, it was again my white files...~

I was on my way to my car.. i was holding a few things at once.. my purse my pink bag stuffed with documents And my white files...

So i put my white files on top of my car..the document bag on the pavement.. i put my document bag in the car and forgot to put in the white files... so i can imagine it just sitting on top of my car while i drove off...

It must have flew off onto the road and sumone (actually it might be 3 person) took it over to the restaurant near my office....

Who did they call to retrieve the file..? 'Uncle'...!!...

Anyway, is it possible that the recent fever that i had was too high till it burnt off some of my brain cells that stores memory.... ??!!~~

Huh... should start eating some grape seed supplement ...

or raisins (but its too sweet)..... to salvage whatever that is left of my brain cells....