De-cember

I believe that i need to surround myself with positive thinking people. As i am easily influenced by the good and the bad.

The worst thing about No-vember is that my colleague asked me to write a wish for Ck & the wife on the wedding gift (a photo album), i was even thinking of not attending the wedding at that time. But a lot of people depended on me on the transport & make up. As if that wasn't bad enough, another colleague asked me to write a another wish on the card to be attached to the gift!

I did all those with a heavy heart.
I went to the wedding with a shattered heart (duii..).
I congratulate the wife & posed for photos with a smile on my face.
All the time wishing that i was the one drinking champagne instead of red wine & Cognac.

Today, i saw a ring on his finger.
The definite repellent for me as a constant reminder that he is now off limits.

Why Not Anybody Else?

Why is it always me who fell hard?! I thought Capricornians are supposed to be sure footed on uneven grounds..





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As Close To Home

I'm currently standing at the charging station at airasia boarding hall. Waiting on my plane to take me home. Well.. As cloaw to home as i can get. I thought that i would be having a rather relaxing weekend. My aunt Alin called me up the other day.. A real surprised there.. asked me if i'll be going to her daughter Diane's wedding on Saturday.. And i was like, 'Sure'..

I kinda thought that i was not invited..

Gotta board now.!! C ya..


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A New Opportunity

A friend of mine called me up last Thursday during the Completion Dinner for my paint company project.
Letting me know that his company is looking for someone to fill up an E&I position in his company. The friend is also a new employee for this O&G company. I AM interested, and here comes the BUT:-

1) I will be doing an Electronic & Instrument workscope- which i know nothing of and i almost failed my Electronic subject in college.
2) I am waiting for my bonus to come out early next year to pay for my Japan trip (28/4/2011-11/5/2011)
3) We were promised a company trip next year (also the same time frame as my personal Japan trip...shieeet!!)

Reality is..I can't really say anything since i didn't submit any resume to him yet. Forgot my external HD at home and my resume is in it.
I mean i gotta stop being scared and just do it! Yes i am scared.
It is not about ME anymore. I have to think for my family. Well i have my brother to think about my family. But.. no!! Let me have that reason for me to go move ahead.
CK's getting married next weekend.. My boss is probably planning a trip without me anyway.. Reasons to go and grab just that opportunity in the ass. This is the transition that i have always wanted.

Short Weekend Holiday, Facial & Books

I will be going to Penang this Hari Raya Haji holiday which conveniently falls on the weekend (Monday will be another day off). This time it is not for a friend's wedding. This time it is with my colleagues. Not all of them of course.

I am a little excited about it 'coz this time it's with a different group of people :)

What's new with me.

Well, my project of a paint factory is basically completed, except for some variation order work.
Now i have another small project in Nilai, Negeri Sembilan which is just around the corner from the huge bundle market. I used to follow my cousins and went there to buy cheap clothes (for them, not me).

Now i only catch up on TV shows on the weekend. I don't really watch it anymore.
Not even my pc.
Now i am on my 3rd book of George R.R. Martin.- A Storm of Sword.
Book Three: A Song of Ice and Fire (book series)

I love them. Just wish i have someone to discuss it with because i have a few questions that i need answers. i can read till 2am! With the little screen of my iphone.
I have also been frequenting beauty parlors to do my facials. And i think it shows! I've got a few positives comments from colleagues and friends. On my recent trip back to KK, my uncle even asked me if i had Botox done!!??... huh..?

Everytime i went to do my facials, these people keep persuading me to buy their product. And i have managed to fend them off. I kept reminding myself that i have my Japan trip next year and i need to save money!! MORE MONEY!!.

Absent

I know i haven't been blogging for quite some time. Truth is my work has been real hectic. And all i wanted to do whenever i reached home is to sleep it off. I haven't even had the time to do a thorough research on my trip to Japan next year.

I have another short trip back to KK in the next couple of weeks. And then one more in December. And again end of January 2012 for Chinese New Year. Fuhh...
And as the end of the year is just around the corner, a few uncertainties came over me again.

And I think my boss hates me. Since he already found someone to replace me. He has all these plans for my other colleagues. But i heard none for me. Some times i think he is irritated with my voice alone. Maybe i have been successfully brainwashed by my other colleague. Anyway, only one way to find out. Come bonus time.


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Weakling

I don't remember when i started to became so weak- emotionally.
Then i started noticing that it has everything to do with hormones. It's that time of the month. Yes, we women or rather 'I' hate to admit it. But I am hormonal.



Title: Dead Reckoning Author: Charlaine Harris (the eleventh
book of the Sookie Stakehouse novel). Future Owner: Me :) !



Went to an ex-colleague church wedding on Saturday (an off-day for my company declared by my boss- wheee~:)

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