Dumbstruck..where's my file

Gila la...how come my project file pandai hilang..?

hm...i remember that i brought it out of the meeting room... Lim even made sure i brought the duct calculator in my bag... then, i went to the site office next to the meeting roo, to save some document from winson... That's when i took out my file and put it some where (pretty sure on top of the cabinet next to Winson's desk) and took out my tiny Flashdrive...

That is also when i didn't put the file back in my bag..instead i was a little surprise by how i can fit my drawing in my bag where i couldn't previously ( didn't strike me at that time that it was because i didn't have the file with me) all these time i was walking towards my car... I was only thinking on how not to get lost when i go to CIMB in Jalan Tun Perak for my Bank Guarantee Copy...I even took my bag from the seat behind to get to my drinking bottle, which didn't cause me any trouble (again...because i don't have the file with me at that time!!! argh)...

My bag was so light when i go down to CIMB...


I only realised that i have forgotten about the file when i was walking towards my office...

Checked my car 3 times... called Winson & Lim to go n look for me..I'm really sorry that i have to ask Lim to go to Stonor site again .... And still couldn't find any white coloured file there...Really sorry Lim.. I'd go myself if i havent already reached office... he was even stuck in traffic near KLCC...

So now I can only hope that somebody will find the file & return it to me on the next meeting on Wednesday... I'm really bummed out about this.. And i have lots of paperwork to top it off..~~

Missing in white file:
1) 3 Original copies of Architech's Draft Letter of Intent
2) Copy of Method Statement for Cealing Concealed & surface run Conduit
3) Copy of Draft Work Programme
4) Most Importantly is My Duct Calculator (only 2 for whole office use- now left 1)
5) Original/Coloured AC & fan Catalogues
6) Map to JFE
7) Minutes of meeting ( 28/11/2008)
8) Section of work progress (typical from Basement to Level 8)
9) Faxed drawings designs from SQM

At first, Winson thought that Amran from Langsutra took em by mistake since we put our stuff next to one another.. but he said he didn't take any white file.. he only took their own blue coloured file..


Where is my File..?

I'm in doubt

I'm currently working in a project... kinda stressfull for me..since this is my first time handling a site project & all the management issue...

I'm kinda doubtful whether i can pull this off in two years time to complete this project...

I know i've been waiting for this opportunity since the first day i came in this company...coz i don't think that i can learn anything without visual help or doing hands on job by going to the site...I don't like seeing my experiences in my company profile only stated as *preparing tender, n seeing how the new guy had more experience & knowledge with on site situation...

And now that i'm finally going through with it... it stresses me out mann....i hope this only happened in the begining... lots of paperwork, designing & drawing... n costing comparison to do...


hm...anyway..i will get through this... this is what i signed up for.. and not in a laidback government job.. all the challenges suits me... i'm sure there'd come a time that i might crack a little...~~ but i'm sure i'll be fine...ehhe...

O..Brother..!~

Hm...people frequently asked me why the only girl in the family ventures out further than the other boys in her family.. practically separated by the South China Sea..

The only ups in being the only girl in the family is that i get to have a whole new outfit when i was younger... but i liked the hand-me-down clothes from my elder brothers.. i like their big T-shirts and cargo shorts.. i would always get in trouble when they found out i have been wearing their clothes...ehhe... i always felt so cool wearing them... and their friends will know that i'm related to them....

Then one day (circa 2008 CNY), i heard the usual conversation between my mom & a friend....

Friend: "o, she must be pampered by you & the brothers for being the only girl in the family.."
Me (thinking): "No i never was..."
Mom: "no la...we have made sure that she wasn't being pampered earlier on..."
Me (thinking): "See, mom just confirms it..."

Whenever an argument occured between mom & i about how i was never of any help in the house... & she would start comparing me to her other friends' daughter, who was ever so happy helping out with the laundry and cleaning the house... One of my defence was..

" It seems like you only wanted to have me/a daughter so that i can be your Maid..!"
(I know that's not right but that's how i felt...honestly )

" Why am i the only one who has to do it (wash the dishes, do the laundry.).?~~"

"Because you're a girl.." (argh...~~they use this same excuses for lots of thing i have to do and i can't do...i'm really sick of it...)


So now that i am here.. away from them... i kinda miss them.. hehe.. one's married, the other a recluse, the other's in his first relationship with a gurl, n the younger one's in a world of his own...

What bums me the most is that i never get to see them whenever they come to visit (KL).. they never even mentioned that they are coming.. until the last minute that dad called and told me (my own sources)... I expected more from my eldest brother , since we rarely get to see him when we were little....(him studying abroad from standard 3 in Singapore, until graduating from an Aus Uni).. he was always the fillial son.. but he wouldn't informed me if he's around too...*sigh*

I never expected much from Khiong though.. so when he said he's too tired to meet up yesterday nite..i was already expecting it.. eheh.. but i did pushed a little... (I can be pushy...coz I'm a girl..hehe...now 'I' can use that excuse..) so i guess he's on his way to the airport now.. o..well...*sigh*

Another time then..~~

If they were all girls & my elder/ younger sisters... they would most probably act the opposite right..~ ? Let's see...
(Erica, Cecille, Brenda, Jessica(younger)...

Me: "Hey sis..can i try your clothes on?"
Erica: "Sure..knock yourself out...i have loads of them in my closet.."
Cecille: " I have an idea...Let's play dress up.."
("yeay..!" exclaimed all..)
Jessica: " I want to play too.."

Ah..~~wistful thinking.. :) ...

So i think that explains a lot.....