Bored with me yet...?

Today's after work Itinerary (12.30noon onwards):-

1) Draw out money (to straightened hair)
2) Go to RHB Bank to get & update bank books
3) Go to e3 saloon (to spend the rest of the afternoon there)
4) 6.30pm go to Charity Dinner (for the 2nd time)... i think it's going to last until 10.30-11pm..
5) If i still have the energy.. i might as well join  Biluth, eja, esel, efa & a few of their crews for a vice filled night....eja's implying that i have to go coz she'll be going back sabah soon & she won't be able to party with us anymore..~~

.... please don't make me go...~~!!

How o..~~?

So I'll have to pay RM967.05 to my colleague...hm.. better than RM1800+ ... huhu....~~

Now that i know about his GF... i have been making an effort to avoid unecesary contact with him..

I am still wondering how to do so ...  It is difficult because of the my work situations requires us to keep in constant contact with each other...

People have been asking him whether he has a GF or not... and he will deny it every single time... I myself never pry on his personal life...

He seems reluctant to answer too... there must be some reason why he's acting that way..

Hehe.. apa lar..why am i keeping my hope up...~~ ?? Stop It..!

I dread that he or somebody he knew will ever get to read this...~~!.. But in a way... i secretly wanted him to find out too..~~...


This blog is only a fraction of what i am really thinking... but i am starting to ease up on revealing more of myself through it...~ but slowly...~~:)

Love & Life

I found out a few things that is very troubling today...~~ and i connected it with a few related things that is bringing me down..~

1) I owe my colleague RM1800 for my minutes online at Taipei...which i intend to pay up if that is really the   sum...

2) The guy that i like has a girlfriend just like i've been dreading...which is why i thought that this might be the time to move on and give up on all the searching.. yeah..!! like i've ever been searching right..*roll eyes*..

3) The guy that i used to like is getting married on the same day that the guy that used to like me... & i was invited to both events...~ sucks... it might be Karma.. but haven't paid enough dues already...~??

I probably should go to site just to get my mind off this.. but i can't go anywhere without seeing or being reminded of these stuff...

Only thing i'm looking forward to is meeting up with Grace & Kang later tonight for dinner.~~ :)

Tricky..~~

I drove my colleague's car yesterday..hehe...~~ he actually trusted me with his car.. eventhough only for a short distance... but the side parking...it's kind of tricky... i'm used to going in head first... had to make a few turns of the steering wheel before i get the perfect parking..~~ the two subcond guys sitting at the back acted as my human sensor...~

And i can hear through the phone that he was very frustrated at me for making mistakes on the beam opening...~~ :(..

Sorry..~~

Likes & Love..

I love being in a new place & tasting the food.. but I hate getting there..~~ Like Ryan’s lil’ brother Kane on MTV’s Life of Ryan..

I went to Taipei… I had fun at the theme park… nice rock formation at Yehliu… We tried to skip this part of the tour… I’m glad we didn’t… reminded me of Uluwatu or the other seaside place in Bali where they have the Temple on the other side..~~

I like Karaok’ing (is this even a word?) in our fabulously cool room until 2am… I like the hot tub & taking silly pictures in it… I also like the laid back street of Chiu Fen/ Little Shanghai… I was not comfortable enough to be in the naked only public hotspring.. I saw that the girls were wearing towels in all the Taiwan Series..~~ but no… they were supposed to be naked..~~ Carmen went all the way though..~~

I was in the worlds current tallest building..~~ Taipei IOI… I like walking around in the nite market (Xi Men Ding & FengJia) sampling the food & buying cheap clothes (no trying of course)… I also like the many tunnels in Taipei.. some stretching to minutes.. I was almost claustrophobic just thinking what if we got stuck in one of the long tunnels.. I tried the Stinky Toufu… and it is stinky… u know when they say it won’t stink once u put it in ur mouth…? Not for me…. Coz it went up the nose & lingers in the mouth…~~ my mouth tasted & smelled like I just drank sewer water…~~

I tried the Jacky Chan’s fried chicken… nice… The milky tea + pearls (Big & Small)… the Ice Cream Banana covered with frozen chocolate….~~ And I do like the cooked chilies.. much like the green Thai chilies (the chilies that we have in West M’sia)… they cooked it like how we cooked the white chilies that we have in Sabah., but it wasn’t spicy…~ simple dish… Just add soy sauce and u have an unforgettable dish….~~~ But the soup there…~~ it tasted bland…. Others like it.. but I don’t …

I wasn’t too crazy about the Indoor Miniature Museum… I thought that it was gonna be Outdoor… like the one we (my family - aping) once visited 23years ago in 1986 with the Seven dwarf & castles & dinosaurs+ egg…. But being in the Chiang Kai Shek Museum… that brings back memories…..

Being in a new place, having everything perfectly planned for us from what to eat (nice food).. where to sleep (nice hotel).. where to pee (clean toilets)… where to go & we do travel far… like hours far… in the hills far…that was the perks of being with a tour…. The downside is the time crunch & being taken to places that forced you to buy stuff from them… mind you.. expensive stuff…. There are lots of stuff that they tell u about the history of the place… the culture… but sometimes.. it’s too much info… I feel like I’m in a history class.. where I normally fell asleep… and they asked u not to fall asleep in the tour bus… to listen to them talk…!

Traveling on our own… deciding everything on a whim,.. Like swimming & relaxing in a pool too deep that I need a float (at nite) when all the ‘Guai Lou’ are down and out from baking in the sun in the afternoon… walking by the beach.. checking out toned surfers…~~ & I like surfing… never tried it with my contacts on… but I don’t think that I will like it that much…

I’m no Culture Vulture like the girl on Discovery Channel…. what’s the name of the show.. ‘It Take’s Five’..? or something like that…~~

Anyway…~I just finished watching Gilmore Girls… I’m starting Entourage series.. pity that my computer can’t open it…~~ I had to watched it with the dvd player in the living room…

Gale said she’s watching Weeds..~~ nice she said.. Una’s started Warehouse 13… don’t know what’s her take on that…~~ but Astro’s showing it on Oct 13…. I’m following Reaper Season 2 too.. I wonder when Chuck Season 3 is coming out…~~?

Love that computer geek.. & his geeky buddies...~~

I did a Tarot reading recently… The past was saying I worked hard.. now it’s time for a change… for me to enjoys something that I’d neglected like my personal life..

The present was saying that I have succeeded in trying to make a mark & any relationship that I’m having or trying to have just may be successful… just may be…

The future… I’m not so sure… it was saying that a forty something year old lady who is closed to me is going to have a lot to say about how the relationship is going to go…~~ Who is this forty something lady that might influence the outcome of the relationship…? Do I even know someone THAT old that is closed to me… and I actually will listen to her…? Hm…